Off I go this weekend to my aunt and uncle's cottage. Bringing the girlfriend. Should be nice. Yup, last weekend to soak up the freedom. When I get back there will be school, jub hunting, regular stuff...bleh.
I'm trying to think positively about this year but it's damn hard. I love my schedule and my subjects, it's an awesome feeling to think that it's my last year of high school (although, yeah, scary too) but...
But I know it'll turn out crap. Mhm. Cause' that how stuff works. I don't mean that in an overly depressing way. Hmmmmmm...how do I say this right? I'm sure I'll be regular happy me, but there's always depressing shit. Make any sense whatsoever?
Basically at the beginning of the year it's always easy to say "Oh, this year won't be bad. I'll just enjoy my classes and I'll get to hang out with friends" and then by the time Christmas has come you're banging your head on the desk and crying silently.
Summer is much of the same. You always plan to do "meaningful stuff" during the summer and "hang out lots with friends". And that always turns out to be a letdown.
I do think I had a more meaningful summer than usual. I re-thought things in my life and decided on things I wanted to do differently.
And so I'm joining the circus.
No, that's just the thought that came through my head a second ago. It wasn't even a funny thought, but I typed it out anyways.
And so anyways, circle of life continues right? School's stressful and summer's a bit of a waste of time.
Ah, bring on the stress.
G'night y'all!
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2 comments:
have you ever watched angry videogame nerd? he reviews videogames, and i always agree with what he says.
you're like that, but you're reviewing life. not the game of life, just the way life is. it's cool
hmmmm maybe I'll review the game of life sometimes. It's not a great game and it's time someone exposed it for what it is.
I'll check that out though. Thanks for readin'.
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